I want to be a engineer and a scientist like Einstein.I have huge huge interest in science but I am unable to concentrate on text book.

Also not much interest in maths& my math is weak.i like to see science programmes on tv& excited to know about new thing.I always imagine a new world with new things& tech. in this world energy never exhaust like of sun's energy.I can't able to explain it.Have any solution?mnshaqib786@gmail.com